Cancer? Me? Again?

Well here I am again. This time its about me. I've been diagnoised with uterine cancer. I've had a hystorectomy and they found cancer in my lymph nodes and in some of my fat cells. I will starting chemo on the 16th. After a series of treatments I will start radiation.
This journey has not been easy on any of us. While in the hospital my digestive system stopped. Then thought I was having a heart attack, only to find it was stress and gas.
Now my wound isn't healing so Larry (God love him) has to take care of that twice a day. But thanks to him I am healing.
I would be lying if I didn't say I was scared. What does this mean for our future. Do I have a future? And what will it be?
My day consist of keeping in a good mood. It is hard. But I keep going. What else am I supposed to do. You do what you got to do.
Now that I am feeling a little better I just have to figure out how to spend my day and keep busy. So far I've just been trying to figure out what my next meal will be. My blood sugar has been very good, which is great for my healing.
I'm still not sure how these blogs actually work, but here it is. Maybe its just to make me feel better. I hope it works.
So blog ya later.

The ending

For the last 3 months Mom has been slowly dying of brain cancer. It has been very trying at times, but most rewarding. Making someones last few days as comfortable and peaceful as you can is a good thing. Everyone asked how I'm doing. I get tired.but I really am OK. Of course I always wish there was more I could do, but when I look back I realize that I have done everything possible. And I hope that when it comes to my own time that someone will take the time to do the same for me
I am a firm believer of Karma. What goes around comes around.
Need to check on Mom. Later.